pillow talk

oh my heart and my love!

you have deceived me, and i am deceived;
you are stronger than i, and have won over me.

i am a mockery, even the birds laugh.

for when i speak, i cry. i cry many tears...

i tell myself, i will not speak of you, i will not even think of you.
but your image in my soul is a burning fire.
i am too weak and i can not fight against it.


(in the spirit of jer 20:7-9)