well i'll tell ya

the longer i work at my current job, the more i realize all sorts of things about myself.
thing 1: i'm a harsh critic.
thing 2: i hold folk to a high standard and then despise them for their weakness when they don't measure up.

the good thing about those two facts is i) my criticism hits myself as well as others, and ii) i never measure up to the standard i hold for myself either.
the bad thing is i end up despising many people, as well as myself. lol.

hey, what's wrong with a little self-loathing anyway. right?