changin' times

once upon a trip, i met a bean. a wonderful, beautiful bean with whom i fell madly in love. we planned on spending the rest of our days, and nights, together. when i was with this bean, i wanted to be someone better than i was. i wanted to become what i was intended to be; not stagnate, but transcend.

and then the relationship crashed like a tree gnawed by a beaver. i was as crushed as the beaver who couldn't do the math while gnawing the tree. i had to re-build my insides from jump. it was a fun time all around.

and now... now i have met a bean. a wonderful, beautiful bean. a bean who says that my being causes a desire to transcend, to become better.

honestly, i find it more than a little ironic.